Today

I know I shouldn't but I just read a few jounal entries that I wrote before setting up this blog. After reading about 4, I just couldn't continue because all those emotions that I felt at that time just came rushing back. I don't ever want to feel like that again. Insignificant. I wish I am a big enough person to say I wish you well and all the best in life but I am not. I will not curse you and wish you go to hell either. I just hope one day you feel like how I felt. Good and bad, I hope you feel it all. After all, a retribution in life will be much easier than one in the afterlife.