I woke up today to a dream that you were getting married to her on March 2012.
Mixed emotions really.
I'm glad I'm no longer awaken with that depressing heaviness in my heart.
But I'll be lying if I said it didn't even affect me.
Could be my mood swings that's making me think about it actually.
I understand and accept now that all the qualities that I yearned to find in a partner does not equal to happiness.
ALL the qualities in the world does not matter if he does not care for me.
Does not cherish me and what I gave & compromised.
Truly you are not worth it.
To move on like nothing ever happened, do you know how much that hurt me?
Not that you'd care.
But maybe you should, because you could one day also feel like how I did.
And when that day comes, I swear to you that you'd never be able to look at me in the eyes.
