I don't think I can write about the stages after a break up after all. It'll bring back to much memories that I've let sail away. Just thinking about what to write here has brought up fears in myself. I'm not sure if the grief is something that I can go through again. It may just break me for good and I've gone through too much to let you hurt me again. I can say it's a lesson for me. I've learnt to be myself in order to see that someone really loves me for me and not just for my 'package'. As much as I want to say screw you and you never mattered anyway, I know myself only too well to know the impact you left. So what I have decided to do instead is write a list. A list of what I hve learnt since the day you left...