Its been a few weeks

I've been feeling alright last couple of weeks other than the depression of my job.
Have not been blogging.
Guess my blogging frequency is tied up to my emotions after all.
I've not been happy with my job.
Been applying like crazy but not much luck.
There has been a few interviews and I'm just taking it as it comes.

I shall write a post soon abt the stages of a break-up because I believe that I have finally put that chapter behind me.

5/9/2011

Alright so yesterday I met a friend that as fate would decide, is someone that I met through you. What he told me really surprised me. It seems like the person I once knew has completely disappeared. It just didn't seem like something you would do, or so I am fooled to believe. As I thought aboutt the timeline of events, things seems to fall into place. Your behaviour no longer seemed so strange or unexplainable. He told me at how you guys were messaging and contacting each other till late at night. I do not know when you started having feelings for her so, to say that you left because of that would be just an assumption. Perhaps it was when you met her that you realised that I did not have the qualities that you wanted and that she had. So my answer as to why you were still contacting me through the months?

You wanted me there JUST IN CASE.

You know what?
I've realised that I deserve someone much better than you.
Because someone as selfish as you could never love anyone more than you love yourself.

Perhaps someone like you deserve someone like her.
I don't know her so it would be out of place for me to say anything against her.
Perhaps her presense in your life has made you a better person as far as you are concerned.
Things has a way of working itself out and perhaps one day you will realise how much hurt you've inflicted on the people around you.

But as far as I'm concerned,
You are dead to me.