1.5 years.
Of not knowing.
Of left hanging.
Mixed emotions to know its over.
Sad I failed after so long.
Disappointed I let myself be in that position.
Angry it took so long for you to tell me.
Relief to be able to move on with nothing holding me back.
Happy I have no regrets.
Because I know I truly gave it my all.
Many times I cast my pride aside for you.
Many times I kept silent on how hurt and frustrated I was.
I finally have an answer.
I will not say thank you because it's long overdue.
I shall say however that I appreciate the reply as, from experience, I was prepared for no response.
I appreciate the honestly so I can truthfully say I can & will cut you from my heart.
I will remember you as a painful lesson in life.
I do not wish to hold grudges.
You showed me how much love I was capable of giving and now I will give it to someone more deserving.
You opened my eyes to turn to God when I was so lost.
I pray Allah numb me from any emotions should our paths cross and help me shut that door for anyone like you to infiltrate my life again.
A final goodbye.
This chapter has its closure at long last.
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