I am so stupid.

I just feel so numb today.
As if i can't find a meaning to anything anymore.
So tired of all the crying I did yesterday.
Who am I?
How did I let myself get here?

I know you're no good for me yet I miss you all the same.
Why am I so stupid;
When you are so selfish?
When you are doing fine without me?
When I never meant anything to you?

From the beginning, the signs were there.
But my love for you made me blind to them and I refused to listen.
Yet it stays the same...