When you move on...

I was just thinking about how one day, eventually, you will move on with someone else.
What will happen to me then?
How will I react?
I guess I should try to start thinking that's how it is now.
Imagine you are with someone if I have to.
So that I'll lose hope.
Better now than when it really happens in future right.
Not sure if I can take that devastation.
It'd be horrible if that were to happen.
What if I never recover?
The thought of you loving someone else is beyond words.
You'd be smiling at her like how you used to smile at me.
With that tenderness and cheekiness in your eyes.
You'll hold her like how you held me.

But wait, I need to remind myself that you never loved me anyway.
Do you see me?

Please GOD, help me forget and let go...