Do you know how much it hurts?
To know that I love him so much and realise that I mean nothing to him?
When I cry at how much I miss him yet he's living his life fine without me?
To feel so small when I'm not even worth it for him to try harder?
Or even try for that matter?
Dun be sad la. You have to wish him well and also for yourself. If he can do it, so can you. You have to believe in it lady. Right?
ReplyDeleteI'm not in the right frame of mind now to think straight. Don't know why last few weeks feel very very depressed. I was doing ok before this actually...
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