Fear: Of not being able to love someone else as much as I love you. Of always running. Of living my life not feeling fulfilled or satisfied. Of always comparing. Of always feeling empty.
Betrayal: You told me you didn't love her anymore before we got together yet when I asked you again on the day we broke up, you said you didn't know. Fact is, you did not love me at all because you can't love me if you still love her.
Disappointment: In loving someone who did not love me. In my wasted emotions. In the breakdown of communication. In letting my emotions control me.
Devastation: In having my dreams shattered. In looking at you getting further and further away. In failing. In having to start over.
Loss: In having my dreams slip out of my hands in just a moment. In losing the sense of who I am. Of my rationality. Of my heart.
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