If you don't want to try, then don't bother me anymore

I'm tired of trying so hard.
Anyone else who has a heart will have at the very least a talk with me or just simply cut off all ties so it'll break me once and for all.
So I'd have a chance to recover.
But not you.
YOU are too selfish to do that.
YOU only think of yourself.
Poor YOU who couldn't give me 5 minutes when I gave you 8 months.
That's the difference between you and I.
I could never live with myself if I was as selfish as you.
As much as I want to hate you, I just can't.
So you know what, I'll just look at what I had with you as the biggest disappointment of my life.
Perhaps that will make me learn from it and move on.