Grad day

I began today with a heavy heart.
At the end of 2009, I had so much hope and plans for this day.
I thought of how I wanted to spend the day with you and my parents.
And now the day is here.
It wasn't what I thought it would.
I didn't feel as excited as I thought I would.

But I feel different.
I've seen how my parents have been there for me through everything.
I saw how happy they were today.
All I want to do now is continue to make them proud and provide for them as how they hv done for me.
My support system are the most important to me.
Some don't see how broken I am because they are there holding me together.

My friends are right, you don't deserve me.
Stop wasting my time.
Today, I hope the strength I've found to completely let go, stays.
I pray that it stays.