Monday, July 19, 2010

A letter to God.

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya, engkaulah Maha Mengetahui.

Please heal my broken heart.
Don't let me live my life with disappointments and negativity.
Please God, I beg of YOU, make me stop hurting.
I'm not sure how much of it I can tolerate anymore.
Please stop me from being this superficial person that I feel I am turning into. I know there are many more less fortunate than I am. I know my problems are nothing compared to some. Only you know how heavy my heart gets sometimes. But for me to keep grieving for what I have lost makes me feel selfish when others have lost more.

So please, give me the strength and energy to do good deeds instead of letting my grief get the best of me. Do not let me turn into this person who is so selfish that her problems comes first before everything else. I am not this person and I pray YOU lessen my grief so that I can focus on things that matters in life. Not the past.

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