It's sad that the quotes about being in love and the quotes about heartbreak both remind me of the same person. But not to worry, they won't for much longer. Before this, I told myself never to NEED anyone, only to WANT them. But now, I've realised I don't even want you anymore because I want someone who is not selfish. Who treats me as an equal and as a choice rather than an option. Hati dah tawar dah macam naik menyampah.
Despite the emotional turmoil I went through since the beginning of the year, I have managed to accomplish quite a number of things; I've graduated, got my driving license and found a job within the first month of finishing school. I didn't do it alone though. I managed to accomplish all these things with the support and help of my family and friends. LOVES my support system.
So meanwhile, before work starts, I'm dedicating my time to people who actually appreciates having me. Doing something I've always wanted to do but just never found the time. They work me to death but I enjoy the interaction and the tasks because it keeps me occupied. And the way they smile when they see me, warms my heart and makes me forget my misery, even if for a short while.
To see how lonely they are, makes me thankful for those I have around me.
To see how fragile they are, makes me appreciate life much more and want to accomplish more while I am still young.
For how they have impacted my life, I only hope I spread some joy into their lives.
Surrounding myself with joy, I will fix my broken self. Have always wondered where do I begin when there are so many tiny pieces? Well, I don't know but I just have to start somewhere. I know I am stronger than this. And I will be stronger still.
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