End of first 3 days...

Been tired from work so haven't been blogging much but pretty much feel the same low sinking feeling. throughout the whole freaking day. My heart just sinks. When will it end? I seriously think I might be depressed. I should talk to someone. By that I mean a counsellor or something. Because even when I'm working I can feel my tears coming. How bad is that. At least at work I can force myself to control my tears.