Yesterday my mum kept asking me about you. AGAIN.
Why do you keep asking me about him mum?
Why would you want to meet him mum?
When I've asked you to stop.
Please mum? How do I even begin explaining?
Why do you have to like him?
Why couldn't you have told me this back then?
Why mum why?
Today I looked up at the deep dark sky.
At where we used to sit when you sent me home, I sat alone.
Looked up at how dark and silent the sky was.
I realised that all the stars have disappeared except for one.
One lonely star.
Struggling to shine and sparkle.
Trying to burn as bright as it can so that people will remember stars are still around.
How sad, even the stars are disappearing, just like your feelings for me.
Tears began forming and before I knew it there I was crying my heart out.
Alone.
Deserted.
I feel just like that star.
Trying to remind you of my existence.
But I no longer shine.
Because dear mum, he won't have any heartache finding a replacement for me.
I'm just another girl to him.
I miss how you smell...
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