Monday, June 21, 2010

Ponder on this.

"I'm not saying he's not great. I'm saying someone else could be just as great. You think he's the only one when maybe he's really just the first one. You think he's The Guy, but he's really just a guy. And so many guys would be willing to be Your Guy. If you would just see them. If you could just give them a chance."

Wow.
Powerful words.
So am I ready to 'see' them?
I don't know. Maybe? Maybe not?
Maybe I just need some time to myself?

Honestly, I don't know what I feel right now.
I don't know how I feel about you anymore.
Apakah hatiku ini sudah begitu tawar?

Though I see you in my dreams,
I've been praying that God heal my aching heart and help me find peace within myself.
I think HE's been listening and answering my prayers because I do feel a little better.
I've not been crying as much.
I've been alot calmer.
Dear God, please let it continue.

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