I'm not mad.

Chatted with you for awhile on skype yesterday.
I knew you were busy and thats why you didn't prompt me.
So I prompted you. I didn't mean to disturb you. Just wanted to say hi.
And when you said you had to go do some stuff, I understood and was trying to kid around.
But maybe you thought I was serious when I said 'action busy, go then'.
Maybe I should have added a 'haha'.
Haiyoh, why do things have to be so awkward? Its not to me so you should stop making it awkward.
Sometimes its all in the tone. When you want to say you are busy, can't you say it nicely?
You always sound like you are brushing me off. Do you know that it hurts me?

Most of the time, I feel like I can't approach you when you are busy. Its makes me feel guilty and unimportant.
Yet, when I am busy and you are bored/not doing anything, you can approach me, expecting me to entertain you.
Why the double standard?
Even when I'm busy, I chat/sms/talk to you because I love to be in contact with you.
But do you see me as a distraction when I do the same.

Perhaps the double standard exists because you don't feel for me the same way I feel for you.
I miss your voice. Will you call me again?