I can't do it anymore.

I can't put myself through hours of misery for a few minutes of laughter.
I can't keep having hope.
I can't.

Do you know that I kept your smses. From the very first day you smsed me.
The sweet ones, the funny ones, the memorable dates.
There were more than 120 of them.
Through the months, I've slowly deleted them off.
Crying while I do so.
Now I'm left with 20 smses. Those I just can't bring myself to get rid off yet.
Will I ever be able to delete ALL of them?

You probably don't have a single of mine.
Even of you did, its probably because you were to lazy to delete your smses.
Till your inbox is full. Then maybe you mass delete all to clear your inbox. Because thats all I am to you, just another girl.

Why do you make it so hard for me to hate you?
I am so stupid for loving you.
Because you don't care.
As for your guilt, KEEP IT, BECAUSE I DON'T WANT IT.