Here I go talking to myself again...

Yesterday you messaged me.
Today you chatted with me on FB.
You made me smile both times.
How hard I was trying to not reply.
I didn't want to actually, till you asked me if I got your message.
Because I'm too polite to not answer a question.
Then, I just, couldn't help myself.
Haiz...

But I don't know why you are contacting me.
Why would you say out of nowhere that you still remember my birthday is this month?
What is your intention?

Please don't be nice if you are only doing it because my birthday is coming.
Please?
Because I don't want your guilt.
Haiz, I think I have to ask you to stop making me laugh.
Stop talking to me if I have to.
Haiz...